:o( ???

Ok I'm really bummed. Instead of books I read blogs lately. I just got into the whole blog thing not too long ago, and I love to find a new blog and read it from the very start to present day and then keep up with it. And I found a blog, Girl From Florida, that I love, and she has a daughter almost exactly the same age as H...when I get a few minutes, I go to her archives, like I did all the blogs I read, and catch up from the beginning.(Which usually lately I get to read like 2 days worth or her entries at a time and then Miss H wakes up and I have to throw the computer down because she's been flipping out when she wakes up...) And now I clicked on the link in my favorites which was to one of her archive pages(I thought I hadn't added her to my "reads" list so I was going to get the URL to do so...duh had already done it)...and I no longer have access to her blog. It said it's open to invited readers only. :o( This is the 2nd time this has happened to me, I feel like some huge loser that people don't want reading their blogs. The first one I didn't really care, I could take it or leave it, but now this just bums me out. ???????